CARNIVAL COMPLEX ptsd
In this lost, cant use Waze
Mirrored walls
Moving floors
No Carny at the door
My mind is a maze
Not lost
I can't find my way out of it
Grown man, kid broken in my reflection
Like a side show
My mind freaks me out
Nightmares? Night terrors? Id sleep better with the lights off
Damn you Edison for giving me a light at night
Thank you Edison for giving me a light in my fight
Invading my resting dreams
I was always better at defense
Hard to tackle what you cant see
But in these times I'm not lost
Although I'm scared not alone
There is peace in these halls
Befriending my enemy in my mind
Its real but he’s not a he
He’s a just a memory
Learning to laugh and breath
In my mazed mirrored mind